I can't stop thinking about him. I've been having a fantasy about my freind's boyfriend. I see him looking at me in THAT way all the time and think he feels the same way I do but obviously we can't act on our feelings. However I'm still nervous to be around him alone cause I'm not sure I can control myself. I think about him all day and again at night before bed. I just took a cellphone picture of my lower body so everyone can see what I looked like when I do think about him. You figure it out :)
He's not that great looking or anything (he's ok) but he is so nice and caring and it just oozes out of him. I would even entertain a 3some with her so that I could be with him but I have no idea how to even bring that up or hint at it without her freaking out on me. But for now I'm happy sharing my fantasy with a whole bunch of strangers.
