As far back as I remember, my fantasies have always been submissive based , I have no control of what happens.. many scenarios have been played out, always with me being taken advantage of for amusement for fun..
I will start with.. being booked as as a waitress for a private party and being innocent and polite and wanting to ensure I get it right.
Getting reassurance and complimented on doing well. Then thinking I am important and wanting to please and follow instructions to please, to serve, told to strip and lie on table as people will want to touch but not want to ask.
To do what I am told and allow anything to happen and not have any control.. knowing I shouldn’t but wanting it.. allowing it without saying it..
I hid this fantasy for many years thinking no one would understand, now with right man who allows me to express and release my innermost thoughts.